Thank God for what I gone through before. For making me go through the hard ways and learn.
Thank God that my trials and tribulations turn out to be a blessing in the end.
If nt for those drama mana past, not for those trials and tribulations I won’t be who I am now.
It’s not easy to handle the emotional hurt/stress, dealing with ownself strength and make it overcome it’s Skeptism.
With all these emotional and mentally stress, physical tiredness join in too.
But I knw, this is not the last me.
I will overcome it all Tgt w God’s str.
I won’t fall this time, this is far from the last me.
When I stand up again, watch me move from glory to glory.
Watch me shine. Watch me moving up to another level of life with Joy.
This is far from over :)
Friends who watched me and grow up with me seen me through my worst days.
I’m make strong cos of those weakness in the past.
Now, the weakness will say I’m strong.
I won’t fall, I won’t allow myself to explode.
But I will allow myself to overcome, to stand strong Tgt w God’s strength.
Again. This is far from over!:)
Another thought flash through my mind.
YsT night I was so tired that I sit beside the window on my bed, lookin out of the night.
I wanted to Do some stonning but the question just come into my mind.
” dear God, can u tell me why one of the attribute for love is enduring and hence we have to go through the Hurt and pain sometime? Shouldn’t it be something sweet always?”
Then HS remind me with the story of Jesus.
John 3:16 and said ” Jesus suffered so that all man’s sin can be clear and man lead a new life and live again”
Even though it was suffering too, but the ending always turn out to be sweet, isn’t it?
I got stunned for a moment, and I’m like… ” oh. Ya uh. “
I told God and ask Him again..
What should I do. Cos I really miss that person. I didn’t deny any fact from that person. I’m speaking the truth. Just that I didn’t mentioned the details of the truth.
Few days more, and the date is drawing nearer.
How fast time pass from the first day we know each other.
As each time passes by, the absence indeed make my heart grown fonder.
I know, as each day draw nearer, and even till the day pass by . I knw the yearning to miss that someone Might fall deeper.
Perhaps it might and my doubt of does absence really make a heart grown fonder or it just rely On time to forget sub conciously forget that per.
There’s another friend that I miss alot too.
I was browsing through my phone photo gallery.
The memories just came through my mind.
Those who don’t fully understd what’s going on might think im selfish, avoiding, or even heartless enough to let go.
Sad to say, no. Friendship has been the most thing in my life .
Frankly speaking, I don’t avoid matter.
I wish at times I can behave that way too , but I knw it will only ruin my life.
Talk things out w me and I will too
That’s my style.
Well, when times I don’t say anything ( hardly) doesn’t mean im avoiding or tryin to shoo u off. It just simply means it isn’t the right time or I hadn’t even confirm how to deliver the convo yet . But no matter what at the end of the day, I will still Talk To u
Another thing, there are things we
Might neither admit not deny. For example
Knowing u like someone yet u deny.
Knowing you can do it yet u tell urself u cant.
If just simply make us do a lot of hold back decisions
But no matter what u do; at the end of the day u just have to be truthful to urself . At least be true to ur own feelings :)