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Do you knw the feeling of sometime u just wish to get something done fast
( of cos w quality) and then go off ?
Either u want to clear ur work load
Or u jus don’t wish to have anymore
Thing doing w someone who is w u.
Have u ever feel like a motion sensitive device?- let’s say auto light sensor.
Is like u wish to rest And don’t feel like switching on the light even if u sense someone is coming. But! You are a monitor sensitive device u can’t do this unless there is technical fault.
And! What’s more the person who is entering the room is someone special to you that u can’t resist. Even though u know you want to switch it off and
Rest but u just have the urge to turn on the light for that person.
So that the person can see and do things.
At the same time Hoping that person will take a look at how wonderful u work and look.
Do you ever have a feeling like you are holding a door. Sometime you dont know when to push or pull it?
Is like u know you want to back out, yet there’s another part of you wanted to hold back and remain positive? Hoping that you will get to the direction u wishing for. At the same time, u knw there is someone else waiting to pull/push the same
Door too. To prevent fight or rather to maintain peace you have the urge of just let ur hand off and wishing that special one will come to u and hold ur hand but not Stare at one side thinking to go to u or to that person to ask that person let off the hands.
Girls after all are girls- emotion creatures.
But all they need is just security. they want to feel secure. Speak words w actions to secure them. Sometime a simple sentence, a little action that seems nth will actually touch the tiny soul in their heart.a simple direct sentence,
A simple ans of yes or no w ur truest reason can simple stop them from thinking a lot.
Was chatting w mama abt those stuff.
She commented and judge based on her instinct and superficial stuff.
Is kinda hurting, I know wad she mean
Actually. Oh well, got which parents
Don’t love their own child and want
Their child to be bless And happy? Yea; what she said is hurting cos is nasty and kinda negative.
But deep in my Heart I know she do love me. The negative comment is discouraging. But deep in my
Heart I was telling and praying to God
" God I trust in u. This are all earthly saying. U are a God who makes all things possible. So what even if even my parents say I can’t make it? But God u didn’t. In fact, u said ask and it will be given to u. Seek and u will find. Knock and The door will be open . W God, nth is impossible"
So Father, I pray and I pray. Be it the judgement that my mama made is right or not, I believe and have the faith that … That per can Chg and transform under u. That per will be mould into clay and be of good workmanship. I believe God will speak to him and let him know what’s going on.
I pray and I pray God will show me to the thin unseen yet and turn the whole situation around.
Nevertheless, I needa be on safe guard. I have vow w me, I need to be obidient to God this time!
A magical moment take two hands to clap.
How do u enjoy and feel magical momement when you are alone?
That would be boring and meaningless.
Good moment, share w someone then and get one more ppl to laugh and share the joy w u.
Was chatting w a gf over dinner time.
I realized my heart getting more and more open towards it.
As I was sharing my doubts, what I’m fear of, I realized something.
Beautiful moment do happen always, it depends on how u prolonged it. And if u can’t, then put it deep inside ur heart and rmb it once happen. Rmb u once exp it. Make it into a beautiful history of ur life :)
If can, I want to hold unto the magical moment a little while. I don’t know if another hand is clapping.
But I know I want to cherish it.
The magical moment just feel like i am ” lost in a rythem so right”- can’t fight the moonlight.
Omg, I can’t believe it. I have been hearing this song these few days…
And I even get to hear it when I’m in Malaysia supermarket.
I feel that God wants me to try this new exp - move slowly,build it up gradually and go w the flow.Stop moving quickly like before.
Once again,the first magical moment that ans my prayer abt balancing and first time feeling at the right degree of 25 degree. ( read last 2 posts for more)
If all along, the other hand is not clapping then There’s nth I cld do too.
All I can do is to smile; and seek for God direction
And praying I won’t fall too deep. Instead, let that feeling maintain at where it is now. Unless the other hand is clapping.
And also just hold onto the magical feeling moment for a little while more.. Just a little while more :)
I thank God for these wonderful chances that I had always desire to try out. I could have choose to say no sometime, but I choose
To say yes even though I am reluctant. Cos I know I’m still young I wAnt to try things and learn to step out of my comfort Zone.
I know all these process is just training me to speak up, and get to expose different situation. Most
Importantly is God moulding me like a clay. Keep shaping me, and add colours unto me that I can be of good workmanship.
Clay and gold. Which one u choose to be ?
Stuff, made of gold is present out only during special event.
Clay, keep moulding and shaping to different uses.
Its been so long since i got this magical feeling running in me.
For the first time feeling this familiar yet stronger than before.
It is still stay within me, as if it is still happening to date.
The magical feeling is so light, so bright.
I did an analyze of this magical feeling.
Currently, yea, is magical moment hence of cos is towards a positive feeling.
However, if the next step is wrong then the magical feeling is pointless; it will just be no difference from illusion. It will just be like awaken from a dream, the min you woke up everything is vanish.
Leading to a unpleasant feeling, and you wished it never happen before.
If the next step is right, this magical feeling will definitely stay on , and greater things will be coming.
there will be no limitation, it will go beyond the sky. The sky aint the limit, when there can be someone stepping on the moon.
Again, if the next step is nth. Nth happen at all.
Then It will just be like the firework stick on hand, colors of flame sparkling dancing and then eventually it will died down.
However, the process when we are holding the firework stick on hand, it bring us that moment of smile. Watching the sparks and dancing of the colorful flame touch the little soul in your heart. Cos as you realized this little thing can bring a smile on your face,for that moment you will be wondering how simple and easily contented life can be.
Cherish it, and keep it in heart. Remember you once feel this way before.
It’s really magical, cos even though i felt it before, but those moment at that time doesnt give me a realistic feeling. It feels as if like is totally in a dream; alright, in another word too good to be true.
Amazingly this time round, is different. Is at the right level, right degree of 25 degree.
Not too hot, not too cold, just nice
Not too dreamy, not too realistic,again, it just all just nice at the temperature of 25 degree.
Lastly, because of this magical feeling my heart is opening up and see another new direction again. It seems like it is the key to open up my heart.
Hence, i pray to God… let it either stay on and watch over it, send angels to assist this path. or let nth happen at all; at least i wont be disappointed and i know i can keep this good magical feeling deep down inside my heart, and remember that there once this magical feeling that open a new door in my heart.
I believe and I have the faith the it will be either one.
Thank for giving me this magical moment :)
Thank God, i pray for opening up my eyes to the things unseen and ears to the things unheard yet. amen :)